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I just want to be loved.

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And one day, I’ll meet my very own Augustus Waters. 🌻

And one day, I’ll meet my very own Augustus Waters. 🌻

You

I feel so empty
I need someone to hold on to
I’m not that strong to go through this alone
It’s been 4 months since you left
I felt nothing but pain since that day till so…
And never once i forgot about you, about us.
Why must it hurt so much? And all I could think of is death..
Death..
It’s the only escape to all this
But at the same time I’m scared
What if one day, you’re gonna come back?
It’ll just be plain stupid if I do so,
I waited you this long, I just wish you could see that.
I love you, still
I love you today,
I’ll love you tomorrow,
I’ll love you the day after tomorrow
And I’ll continue to love you till my heart stops.
Until it stops beating
Down to my last breath.
Iloveyou d.k

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freespirit-carelessheart:

And the worst part is, you know that I can’t say no to you..

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unkemptly:
unkemptly:

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Sayang…pls come back

Sayang…pls come back

Days past like years since you left..
And it’s only been 3 months 
Couldn’t believe that I still love and care for like before
And guess what? I miss you.
I miss you daniel, so so so much..
Sigh.

I wish I had the powers to turn back time; the time when you still loved me..

I wish you didn’t unloved me 
I wish my spell would still work on you 
I wish it didn’t had to be this way 
I wish I was still wrapped around yr loving arms
I wish the lips that I used to kiss, would still be mine
I wish I could call you “mine” again

And to know that you don’t want me no more, hurts more than you could imagine.

I miss how you would grab me by my waist and pull me closer to you..
How you secretly hate it whenever I told you not to 
How you would want to kiss me in the middle of the mall
How you called me sayang 
And how you say “I love you” 
And how you put me to bed over the phone whenever I feel lonely 
I miss how you would pull me closer to you and how we cuddle up in the theater just because you know how much I’m a sisi over cold temperatures.
I miss yr stupid face ; I miss yr ego
I miss everything abt you.

Come back to me sayang; I’m still waiting for yr return.

Days past like years since you left..
And it’s only been 3 months
Couldn’t believe that I still love and care for like before
And guess what? I miss you.
I miss you daniel, so so so much..
Sigh.

I wish I had the powers to turn back time; the time when you still loved me..

I wish you didn’t unloved me
I wish my spell would still work on you
I wish it didn’t had to be this way
I wish I was still wrapped around yr loving arms
I wish the lips that I used to kiss, would still be mine
I wish I could call you “mine” again

And to know that you don’t want me no more, hurts more than you could imagine.

I miss how you would grab me by my waist and pull me closer to you..
How you secretly hate it whenever I told you not to
How you would want to kiss me in the middle of the mall
How you called me sayang
And how you say “I love you”
And how you put me to bed over the phone whenever I feel lonely
I miss how you would pull me closer to you and how we cuddle up in the theater just because you know how much I’m a sisi over cold temperatures.
I miss yr stupid face ; I miss yr ego
I miss everything abt you.

Come back to me sayang; I’m still waiting for yr return.

I still remember, how everything ended,
In a blink of an eye,
The exact words that came out from your mouth,
How you said I didn’t mean nothing to you no more,
You threw me away as if I was a fucking toy, 
Such a heartless piece of shit you are.

That night, 
It felt like hell, just sitting down there trying not to care,
Trying my best so that it won’t get to me, but it did.

I was so hurt,
So damn hurt, to think you would always be there, 
To think suicide was the only sweet escape to all this,
To think ending my life would actually spare me from all of the pain,

I still remember, how everything ended,
In a blink of an eye,
The exact words that came out from your mouth,
How you said I didn’t mean nothing to you no more,
You threw me away as if I was a fucking toy,
Such a heartless piece of shit you are.

That night,
It felt like hell, just sitting down there trying not to care,
Trying my best so that it won’t get to me, but it did.

I was so hurt,
So damn hurt, to think you would always be there,
To think suicide was the only sweet escape to all this,
To think ending my life would actually spare me from all of the pain,

unkemptly:

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