And one day, I’ll meet my very own Augustus Waters. 🌻
Days past like years since you left..
And it’s only been 3 months
Couldn’t believe that I still love and care for like before
And guess what? I miss you.
I miss you daniel, so so so much..
I wish I had the powers to turn back time; the time when you still loved me..
I wish you didn’t unloved me
I wish my spell would still work on you
I wish it didn’t had to be this way
I wish I was still wrapped around yr loving arms
I wish the lips that I used to kiss, would still be mine
I wish I could call you “mine” again
And to know that you don’t want me no more, hurts more than you could imagine.
I miss how you would grab me by my waist and pull me closer to you..
How you secretly hate it whenever I told you not to
How you would want to kiss me in the middle of the mall
How you called me sayang
And how you say “I love you”
And how you put me to bed over the phone whenever I feel lonely
I miss how you would pull me closer to you and how we cuddle up in the theater just because you know how much I’m a sisi over cold temperatures.
I miss yr stupid face ; I miss yr ego
I miss everything abt you.
Come back to me sayang; I’m still waiting for yr return.
I still remember, how everything ended,
In a blink of an eye,
The exact words that came out from your mouth,
How you said I didn’t mean nothing to you no more,
You threw me away as if I was a fucking toy,
Such a heartless piece of shit you are.
It felt like hell, just sitting down there trying not to care,
Trying my best so that it won’t get to me, but it did.
I was so hurt,
So damn hurt, to think you would always be there,
To think suicide was the only sweet escape to all this,
To think ending my life would actually spare me from all of the pain,